THOUGHTS
I'm home from
Oberstdorf, Germany and my first full day of training
resumes tomorrow. Before I go back to that "doing
something every minute" routine, I wanted
to take some time to fill you in on my
experience in Germany. I'll spill the beans now
so that I don't keep you in suspense :-)
I feel really good about the competition when
I think back on it. It was definitely a week full
of struggles, but I fought through it and was
able to put it all together for my long program.
Now that the anticipation in the air has thinned,
here's the long version: The week begun with 24
hours of travel to reach Oberstdorf. Diana (my
coach) and I flew from Colorado Springs to Chicago,
had a four hour layover, then went on to London,
and finally to Munich. From there we got on three
different trains to reach Oberstdorf. Oberstdorf
is the southern most town in Germany and is right
on the border of Austria. All the travel is definitely
worth it because this place is beautiful. It is
a picture perfect little town nestled in a valley
partially encompassed by the Austrian Alps. Cows
were lead through the town every morning and evening
going to and from the pastures on the mountainside.
They all had
bells around their necks that announced their
procession through town. There were also gorgeous
flowers on every balcony and garden. This town
asset was due mostly to a downside, it rained
ALL THE TIME. Fortunately, my last day there was
sunny and beautiful so I was able to enjoy the
rewards of all that rain.
I arrived in Germany Saturday night and the competition
began on Tuesday. Sunday and Monday I wasn't skating
anywhere near as well as I was at home. I didn't
feel nervous but it was obvious by the way I was
skating that there was anxiety deep down. Diana
helped me realize that I was trying to make everything
perfect which in reality was screwing everything
up! I wasn't letting the jumps "flow".
From there my focus
changed to expecting there to be mistakes and
simply sticking with each jump to make the needed
adjustments. That did wonders and things started
turning around. I guess it also didn't help that
I was dealing with pain in both knees. The same
old tendonitits was in the right knee and I somehow
stressed a ligament on the inside of my left one
about a week before I left. Oops... Well, I've
got to thank God that both knees were feeling
pretty good during the competition.
In my short program I made two mistakes which
is one more than you can make to be a contender.
I was in eighth place out of twenty one skaters
after the short. This was disappointing but very
good considering the mistakes I made. I could
have been dumped a lot farther if my other elements
and artistic impression marks weren't as strong.
So, that program was over with and I became a
man on a mission for the final day of competition.
(Wow, I'm a poet and didn't even know it!) The
morning of the long program I had my best practice
all week and hardly missed a thing. Then on the
six minute warm up right before the event I was
messing things up right and left! Oye-vey. I spent
the time before my program getting myself into
the right mental state where I could skate my
best. I use the number 54 as a cue for that. 54
represents my ideal arousal level (out of 100),
the right amount of energy, and sticking right
in the moment on everything I do. All that is
embodied in that number. I was able to get where
I needed to be because I skated a great
long program. I felt strong, stayed on my feet
(yeah), and gave a great performance. It was by
far the best I skated since I arrived in Germany.
The only mistakes I made were slight two footed
landings on the
triple axel and second triple lutz, and the triple
salchow- triple loop combination had a shaky landing
where I turned forward and put my other foot down.
It was a redemptive skate that made the whole
week worth while. I didn't move at all placement-wise
but that's not exactly in my control.
Other highlights of the week include being the
only U.S. Team member who spoke and understood
any German. I'm no where near fluent but was able
to get around. I really enjoyed speaking another
language (or attempting to) and my goal before
I return there is to become fluent. I also forgot
how fun it was hanging out with a team for a week
and getting to know many new people. We also hit-up
(visited) the town dance club the last two nights
which was loads of fun.
That's about it.
Sincerely,
Ryan Jahnke
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